♥ Friday, February 29, 2008
today knew a big news which is quite shocking to me......but i wun say anithing .........but i hope she made the right decision........i'm quite worried.....but since she goes with it ....i hope she is ok.......now he also sick .......dun wan eat .........haiz........i dunno how sia........they both ok can liao....i will do anithing just them ok.........
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♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008
today was quite a ................................day full of thinkings and understanding ..........................anyway.....went malaysia this morning came bak in the afernoon.....and then at home play com la......then went out for dinner........and come bak....play com again....nuthing much la.....cya later....bye....
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♥ Friday, February 22, 2008
SIAN!!!!!!!!!NUTHING TO DO NOW A DAYS.......PLAY GAMES UNTILL SIAN LIAO!!!!TIRED COS OF SCHOOL AND SOMETHINGS ELSE...............but i never get bored of playing horn la...of coz...AND WORSE THING.....I MUST ALWAYS KENA WHACK AH!!!!!ALWAYS THE VICTIM.........AND FEVER NEVER GOES DOWN DURING THE NIGHT....I DUNNO WHY.........cant i just live as normal.....or if i just die.....i wun have to face whacking and mani other things that make me feel so uncomfortable....haiz....no mood type le....u guys have a nice day and have fun...bye...
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♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008
today.........being drawn by eli on my hand.......haiz nvm la......i also dun mind....today had normal lessons.....then had meeting about concert, band camp and meeting...and the 2nd chong boon exchange which is to be held in YCKSS!!!!haha dun nid move....then went to practice with my meimei.....then went swing.....met fahmi.....then play lor.....then meimei go write on my hand.....the pic i posted ......then went for tution and came bak.......MeiMei-i will take care la......dun worry......i worry u more....haha
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♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008
today went to my younger sister's school for band exchange.....and quite ok la.....but at least i know where my sister's band's standard.....haha......wanna help my sis leh.....but like she always nt listening.....anyway.....got compliments......haha.......i think i m very proud of my section.....our playing are better than chong boon.....haha....anyway....quite bored la today.....haiz.....sian liao....i go rest liao.....anyway....wan tell my section that u all have done well today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
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♥ Sunday, February 17, 2008
these pics post for fun one la...haha....is wat i saw oni... the day when the sec 2s came bak frm camp
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ok today........at home.......playing com.....then around late afternoon....went to relative's house to visit them la.......becoz they went oversea last week so today just visit them....so i have extra ang bao....haha!!!then about 8 plus came bak amk.......then went to kbox plaza and makan....then saw wendi and eli to kbox plaza there.....then eat le go home and now using com to blog....haha:)i go do things liao may post tml la...nt sure also....BYE!!!!SEE U PPL SOON!!!!!
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♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008
haiz....got injured again............haiz.........m i so that kind of person that cant be trusted......haiz........i think i really changed alot.........i become more and more untrustable.............. got injured becoz one of my family member just dun trust me.........and my frens trust me more.....shouldn't it be the other way round ?....i know them when i m born longer than i know my frens....they should trust me more.......i know its my fault that i didn't get into sec 5 this yr and i m trying my best to study now.........for now this is really true ...........but y he just dun trust me at all.........i really think that i m really left out in a way and nt left out in a way......left out in a way...is when my sisters are having more than wat i have.....that i dun mind.....but nt left out in a way is like.......they are just giving me less freedom for my own things......basic things that i m doing even......and no matter how hard i try.....how hard i work for it.....they just dun see it as how they have been seeing it for the past 17 yrs of my life..........when now i m facing a situation that i m nt living as long as them anymore......they just dun wan accept the fact and believe it.........they just wan me to work and work and work.........for their benefits.......i m like their slave that is like working for them as and when they wan u to work.......money to them is important now.....my sisters to them are also important now........i m nuthing to them now.........i thank my sisters and my cousins who r helping me....but sorri the helps are to no use....i have to do everything on my own......with my bare hands.......earn my needs on my own now......doing so much work for them.......don't i deserve a rest?........do i need to work that early......i m feeling like i m carrying such a heavy bag now with work, studies, expectations from everyone.....i'm struggling now......i hope they understand wat i m facing ......i also wan to thank someone who is understanding....someone who i really love alot.......i'm glad that he is a understanding person..........will love u always:)..........
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♥ Friday, February 15, 2008
HI PPL!!!sorri for nt updating for days....becoz i was worried about my juniors who were going for camps at changi.....anyway.......i think i will talk about ytd and today oni la..............................ok....ytd...........sec 2s were going for a 2 day 1 night camp........i was worried for my juniors again......worried for their safety.......if they nt feeling well.....got bring everything nided......becoz i wan them to enjoy their time ma......then after that had lessons.........had a little rehersal in the band prac .....then went for my tution mock test......then went back home and rest.........then the next day which is today........then was like erm.....sian..........came to school.....then sian sian look.....then went for maths classwhich RELIEF!!!!HAHA.......then got humans lesson....ok la....its focus time one.....then recess.....sian one......then got english lesson....bored!!!then physics lesson focus.......chemistry lesson collect test results......18/40 LEH!!!!!WA LAO!!!SO WASTED....haiz nvm la......i nxt test work harder oni ma......then sectional having tutorial frm 2-4pm..........then went for another tution mock test which is the maths one....then met wendi.....eli.....then went to one kopitiam to makan.....then walk with them to their blocks.........then i come bak home......and play com and now i going to finish off the post liao........................................................................and maybe to be back by dunno when la......so c u ppl later!!!BYE!!!!!
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♥ Monday, February 11, 2008
HI !!!I'M BAK FOR MORE OF MY OWN HAPPENNINGS...but i lazy to write about ytd leh............nvm la.....anyway....ytd.....i woke up late.....my family didn't like go aniwhere for visiting...so went to my grands place and slack lor.....then jus nice one of my uncles and cousin had came over for visit...so like talked alittle...then went to have a nap.....then play com....then my granddad's sister invited us for a dinner...so went for the dinner....then bla bla ba....go bak home use com awhile sleep lor......then found out having fever again....haiz.....sian again....so knew that tml (which i today)nt going to school....so was like haiz..........then next day....woke up at around 12 pm.....went to see doc ......then slack my my grands place.......then after went to meet eli they all to give them money becoz they helping me buy uniform and pe t ma...so wen to gave them money...then went home and slack again.......then took a nap......and now playing com......haiz....boring days.....wad to do.....nuthing to do ma...haiz.....feeling like dieing soon sia.....ok la i go do things liao......shall go off already...BYE BYE!!!
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♥ Saturday, February 9, 2008
I HAVE BEEN THINKING.....WILL IT BE GD IF I DIE EALIER.......WOULD IT BE A GD THING.....but i also dun wanna leave my frens behind and especially ppl who cares for me........i'm so call left with nt many yrs of living......but will try to extend my yrs...by taking care....i will cherish everyone i know now.....and make sure i dun regret in future......nuthing to say liao....i go rest liao.....bye....
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♥ Friday, February 8, 2008
today .......i'm quite tired.....today went to my mother's eldest brother's house...which is my mother's side eldest uncle...haha.....went to talk la......but oni my mother and my uncle talking.....then after that went to my fifth uncle's house......went there to makan ...haha....the food there all very gd.....then my kor all bought chips...haha......then grab and ate them(even though i m nt suppose to eat them...haha)then played poker.......won quite alot of money....haha.....it was fun......then my mother say her friend is planning to cook for us....so was like....WOW!!FOOD AGAIN!!!!!then happy(:hahahaha..........then bla bla bla.......ate....then came back ...but when we come bak also quite late le....now i very tired la..........had good food.....good money....haha...enough le.....tml still have more lor..........going to be another tiring day.......i go rest le!!!will post tml again!!!!BYE!!!!!!!
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♥ Thursday, February 7, 2008
halo!!!i faster short short one then go le.....i now then start blogging ...haha.....today woke up then was like weak lor....then went to my grands place....then went to relatives house.....without my grandma...which is weird....then went to first and second relatives place talk the story......repeat and play...haha....then was like my 2 grandparemts fighting over dunno wat thing...then they cold war....then my grandma...this morning when me and my sisters and parents went to grands place then my grandma went out erly in the morning....then dunno go where lor...then after that we went on our own....then bla bla bla......finish liao come bak for dinner....then....went home and rest...come blog le lor...haha.......i nid to go liao....will come bak tml about tml's adventure!!ok BYE!
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♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008
HEY GUYS!!!IM BAK!!! today is quite a slack day for me la...went to school for the celebration performance...then went to watch the rest of the performances.....then after that went makan...then actually wan go st niks eat la...but in the end went to eat kfc....then later gave eli present .....oh ya forget to say....today is also the eve of eli's and sufianto's bdae...sufianto went bak to indonesia...so wished him ytd already...then today gave eli present......wishing her on 12am tml...haha...then just now walk walk lor...travel to j8 walk walk ...then saw the laptob sales...wa!!all the prices all killinging me lor....so ex sia...then after that......went to danial's house slack.....and slack....and slack....then watch pranks......then go home....then eat dinner...reunion dinner...abit oni la...mei you wei kou...then play com liao......................................then play again....HAHAHAHAHAHA......end here la.......BYEBYE!!!!!!!!!!!
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♥ Monday, February 4, 2008
Hi ppl i'm bak frm a day break.....let me say about ytd......ytd was family outing la.....but at first at home slacking like sht la....then afterwards was like.....felt tired then went ot take a nap....when i woke up frm my nap......my mum said that our dinner will be at the quite new shopping centre call central......then went there to have tepenyaki as out dinner...super gd dinner...haha...today my mum birthday ma....then becoz week day...got work and school....so went to celebrate one day erlier....haha.....then went shopping for clothes and other stuff after eating.....OK!!!!!now about today......today woke up at about 5 plus 6??......dunno wat time also...then get rdy go school...my dad fetch me go school.....then reach school....the weather was like abit drizzling la.....then cold....as i m having a fever.....untill now la.......will take care one...haha...i think...then classes.......got test results......fail.....as usual....haiz......forget it.....then had sectionals....then after go makan......then went home erly...becoz of some urgent stuff.....then on the way home...got one old woman...keep saying that i paikia.....wun chu ren tou di.....she spit at me somemore....but heng i shan de kuai...if nt i zhong i really wanna whack her.....then feel that some words that she said was quite rit la....haiz.....my dad always says that im a stupid, stubborn, foolish person.....when i think of it.......quite alot is true la.....haiz....now alot.....of pressure la....feel very tired also.......i stop here liao la.......i go and do research on some stuff......super interesting.....ok la i go liao...BYEBYE!!!!(:
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♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008
First....i wanna say sry for wad i said to someone that i cared for frm last yr when she came in to now.......which matters to me alot.....she is the oni meimei that i had who has been caring for me like really cared for me ........if u dunno who nvm.........i know can liao...................just today late in the day.......when the sun has really set down......was chatting with her on msn.....then was chatting about things la....then chatt chatt chatt....forget chatt about wat liao.....i keep saying bad things about myself....becoz of how ppl around me say about me (ppl like my dad)....he says that i'm forgetful, stupid and foolish in wat eva i do....i mean to him....everything that i do is all wrong......but to other ppl like her....she thinks that wat ever i did was rit ......and she just doesn't like me say that....and i still add on....which is really qian bian one......i really dun wan everytime becoz of me kena scolding frm her parent....kena say by others or wat....i just wan her to be carefree....as long as she is like that ...i dun mind doing anithing for her....literally anithing.....really anithing....i really dun wanna becoz of my stupidity make her angry and all other shit.....as long she is nt angry.....i will be happy to do anithing for her....i promise!!!!haiz....if i now say anithing that would work ....that would be gd la.....if nt....haiz......i will leave it as it is....if she is still angry.....because i caused all these nonsense for nuthing....took her for grunted....didn't treasure her......I really said mani unpleasents tings today....hope she is nt angry already.....meimei....bye....
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