♥ Monday, March 29, 2010
im finally watching nodame cantibile tonite:D
last chance of watching be4 the 2nd part comes out....
later in the day at 4-6 im hving badminton.....after badminton then go p.s for movie....
bored nw.......
watching anime.....
very sad tat shugo chara ends the last sat.....
feel like playing bak table tennis....
my batt like going to rot rot very soon.....
so practicing nw....
hope im as gd as the last time when i was playing in the team.....
and im in doubles......
do feels quite different without a partner :D
anybody who rmbrs.....
or know hw play...jio me k :D
hahahaha!!!!!
lets hv fun.....
ok la....
nth to post le....
till the next time i post!!!!!
byebye!!
poke-ed on 10:53 PM
♥ Saturday, March 27, 2010
feel very restless nw....eat also very xin ku.......eat already also very xin ku......plus ......mood getting from bad to worse......i dun wanna say much......u chose it.....so pls dun just keep apologising......fi u r really sry.....then try to do something about it......hv nth to say.....didn't slp well last nite....maybe had too much things to think about....tats all for this post le...till the next time i post....byebye
poke-ed on 8:33 PM
♥ Wednesday, March 24, 2010
im bak posting again....started to play digimon....gerald intro.....also nt much game fun.....so try this.....anyway......played till 5am then slp.....abit too much......but funny thing is i woke up quite early....as usual for branch had eggs......and tea had more eggs...jia lat......i really scared i will hate eggs....nth to post liao la.....my day quite boring today....till the next time i post bahx...byebye
poke-ed on 3:38 AM
♥ Tuesday, March 23, 2010
i have a feeling my swelling is acting on and off.....
im really afraid tat this goes on......
i dun wanna call them and ask why im swelling.......
coz.....
i think i can handle it.........
by nt stretching my cheeks so wide.....
was suppose to go school today......
but coz of swelling my mum dun wan me to go.....
my ah ma also dun wan me go....
i wan go coz of project.....
nt coz of the test......
sry to say tat.....
anyway.......
im happy tat i can at least bite abit......
nt say completly cant bite......
hope i can eat fried chicken soon.....
till the next time i post.....
byebye
poke-ed on 1:30 AM
♥ Sunday, March 21, 2010
my cheeks are swelling......i dunno y......inside and outside are swelling......i can eat instant noodles le :Dof coz is cut until very small la......im getting more and more restless......play sa also cant aim properly......rakion keep dc.....play cs play till sian......watching anime nw......bored......dunno wat to post liao.....till the next time i post....byebye
poke-ed on 11:24 PM
♥ Saturday, March 20, 2010
its rather late nw.....
its 1.14am....
rather bored nw....
i tried to eat porridge or fish and stuff like tat and also scrambled eggs.....
but......
fish i also hv difficulty to bite.....
the more i eat the eggs.....
the more i will get to disgusted coz of the milk content....
argh!!!!!!
feels so tempted when i saw my sis ate chicken chop.......
but i cant bite!!!!!!
i think soon i will be able to eat le bahx......
found out tat 1 of my tooth wound is so deep.....
cant imagine tat......
anyway......
im going to slp soon le bahx i guess.....
will try to slp....
even if i cant slp....
byebye....
till the next time i post :D
poke-ed on 10:14 AM
♥ Thursday, March 18, 2010
i survived my operation of removing 8 teeth ytd...i was so afraid of the vomitting after the op....but i didn't....so tat means im lucky :Dnw....oni drinking milo.......suck....my ah ma purposly buy popiah bak i see her eat T_Ti also wan eat T_Tanway..... the bleeding has stopped already...at least most of it....next week removing the thread that they stich on my gums.....still taste bloody....thanks for u guys wrying and praying for me...thank god tat im fine in most parts of my mouth and my health too :Dtyty...slept too much....so played sudden attack....played rakion...nw watching prince of tennis episode 34....though its an old anime......but its nice coz the players are very shuai :Dok la....im going bak to watch then chiong sa again....kj maybe coming ltr...i guess....coz my sis say so.....hi kj.....pls dun suan me.....i'll soon bite for u to c :Dbye guys....till the next time i post!
poke-ed on 6:28 PM
♥ Wednesday, March 17, 2010
today.....is the day be4 my operation to remove 8 teeth....im alittle scared....also nervous.....just hope i will get over it smoothely.....means......nt so hurting and pain for me after it......i feel so sorry towards my mum......just becoz of my teeth she has to spend a big sum of money.....and nw my sis hv to work and study to settle part of her school fees.....i really hope by working.....can help my mum alittle....at least wat i nid for my food.....i hv it...and tat means my mum does't hv to give me money for my meals.......just hop my mum can relax for awhile.....hope my mum worries less for me.....but im always the 1 tat makes her worries the most....i know.....i will try to takecare of myself more le.....mummy, i will do my best to get myself money for my own needs.....so dun wry :Dbut my dad will still hv to give me my transport money :Dtats all for today...till the next time i post...
poke-ed on 7:24 AM
♥ Monday, March 15, 2010
cant slp again....will post something nw....
im glad that swo concert is nt on my birthday anymore.....
haha:D
also.....
tml going to hv fun and jie's house....
looking forward tml......
which is later actually...
nw is 2.34...
really cant slp...
maybe becoz i drank too much coffee just nw....
tats y cant slp.......
will stop here le la....
dunno wat to post le...byebye
poke-ed on 11:33 AM
♥
getting more and more restless.......more and more moody.....more and more sian.......for me to fall bak on some1.......isn't always easy......trust and close relation is the most important.....i really dunno if i should fall bak on u.....when i nided.....coz when i nided the fall bak....it didn't work......i fell and head shotted on the ground....sry...played too much s.a(sudden attack)tats y talking like tat......just dunno la......feel so uneasy nw.....nt as comfortable as it is in the past........nt as confident as usual.....can say tat im almost as useless.....in my life.......till the next time i post...bye....:(
poke-ed on 2:15 AM
♥ Sunday, March 14, 2010
feel so upset today.....nt as in angry.....but like sad.....for some reasons....i think its hw ppl change bahx.....i will nv know hw will a person talk to me next.....and hw will a person treat me as......im getting more more confuse of myself.....am i the 1 changing or is it hw i treated them so badly and they just treated me differently??i dunno y im thinking of this.....but its so sad and scary to see hw ppl change the way they treat ppl so quickly...ppl who are so close to me are like this nw.....instead of ppl who im nt so close to......though im a rather slow or should i say stupid person......i think if a normal person's friend or family are like tat i dun think he can take it.......like i said its scary.......to me is scary......i believe to normal ppl its also scary......didn't go for prac again......i think after this week....i nid to prac like mad......but i dun think i hv the time......though im nt working till april after my operation....i think i can prac bahx.....but nt often........im really worried........tat i dun hv anybody to rely on.........besides my parents, grandparents and my aunt for money....otherwise.......im standing on air......nt even clouds.....just air.....maybe i should think the other way round.....maybe being alone and on air.....can hv more freedom, space.....i think i will stop here le la....feeling more and more sad nw....byebye...
poke-ed on 4:19 AM
♥ Saturday, March 13, 2010
hey....im bak posting again....im really bored nw....nw is 2.31am....cant really slp nw....maybe becoz of my feetthey are too painful for me to slp.....coz of my work.....in the past i thought working in a place where i can see so many familar faces makes me feel so uncomfortable.....nw i dun even realise this feeling at all...its a gd thing bahx.....coz im too busy to think any of this such of thoughts....i m quite occupied nw...coz of work.....work coz of few personal reason....but 1 of them i can say is.....I WAN A NEW BIKE!!!!!!!and tats 1 of the reason tat im working :Dbut i think the other personal reasons are more important....i dun wish to mention here.....so......working in where im working nw is quite fun :Dseniors who are teaching me are so willing to teach wat ever i nid to know and do for this job:Dso i feel so comfortable working with them :Dthough the pay is nt as much as wat i normaly did for my data entries jobs....but i think is worth working with the ppl i m working nw.....i mean for nw.....after the march 18th....i hv 8 teeth lesser....i think im gonna hv a hard time after going through tat op.haiz......cant eat my favourite things.....cant drink my favourite drink.......i think.....cant even talk properly.....i think my life is gonna be very hard after tat...my intestines are getting weirder and weirder nw.....i really dun dare to go out......nt even going out with my family.....im so afraid that once i go out....i will hv pain.....i hope after all my check ups......i will be ok....i think i will be ok bahx...haha.....im sry to my section in swo.....coz i havent been going for practice coz of this pain.....i hope.....after march 18th i can practice bak to the standard that i was be4.....i know its hard.....but i think i gotta try.....horn is my passion.......till nw.......i gave to be a pro hornist.....but an average player i think i still can be 1 :Dhope after so long of nt playing.....im still the same as wat i was....will stop here nw....byebye.....till the next time i post :Dnites
poke-ed on 10:31 AM
♥ Thursday, March 11, 2010
i finally feel like typing something ion blog today...so sian nw......class so little ppl......teacher taking her time....its a gd time to slack la.....but sometimes i really wonder....wat can i really do...doing anything.........and doing anything wrong......getting from bad to worse......dunno wat r the things that i can do rit......will stop talking about these kind of things.....getting sick and tired.....just re-stringed 1 of my badminton rackets.....re-stringed it for $15...i think this price is quite resonable.....bought a bag to put rackets, shutter and some other things....$5....cheap....haha...dun feel like doing lab nw......so sian......but also bo bian rit.....i'll stop here for nw...byebye....till next time i post.........................................................................................................................
poke-ed on 6:47 PM