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20/6/1991
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it has been quite awhile since i posted.....
im trying to find as much work as possible to get money....
not only tat....
im also distracting myself from some stuff.....
this coming thurseday....
my braces will be fully on.....
hope i can bear the pain........
thought about my horn playing.....
im actually restricting myself from thinking about my horn.....
thought of practicing with braces on is nt easy.....
so i thought....
if i got enough money....
get myself a horn....
instead of going cc to like make a fool of myself....
i can prac at home :D
im worried tat if my health continues to let me do work......
im in deep trouble.....
haiz.....
till the next time i post bahx...

heart just broken into pieces like tat.....
haiz........
im trying to hold on.....
the way i did be4....
but it doesn't seem to work.....
with just a few words tat day....
everything changed.......
relationship became so bland.....
things changed dramaticaly.....
i cant catch up with this.....
i just cant.....
i put my heart and soul into it....
and it became nth........
u may think its nt nth........
but to me its down to nth..........
i wanna let go......
but just dun wan me to let go......
letting go meaning.....
nth between us at all.....
nt even frens......
nt even my junior........
why am i being so sad and crying almost everynite for....
haiz.....
every hope had just vanish from me.......
bye......

i think i have become the hardest person to communicate with....
for some reason....
replies i get are getting shorter and shorter.....
dun ask me why....
but its just tat way.....
haiz........
have i become so wu yao ke jiu le ma....
or have i become more weird tat ppl cant understand me.....
haiz....

wow....
bak.....
days passed....
and things to do are sort of getting lesser and lesser :D
happy la.....
but exam on 3rd june...
doing braces tml....
after tml...
no more fried stuff.....
no more biscuit....
just soft and watery food......
sian sian sian......
hope time tml past fast...
so wun so pain.....
nth to post liao...
bye...
till the next time i post....

im bak posting le.....
in school....
bored nw.....
really didn't had enough slp last nite.....
kept turning left and right on my bed but i just cant slp....
but the weird thing is nw.....
without enough of slp...
i still can be so awake man....
tats cool and once in a blue moon.....
hahaha.....
it ryhmes :D
anyway...
later hving work at around 4.45pm.....
i think today will be very tired....
and maybe i will be sleepy by then......
so tonight should be able to slp well.....
im also glad tat 1 of my projects are almost done.....
left 2 more slides for calvin to finish up....
then next week present.....
and done....
another 1 i still nid to do the ppt slides and transform it into video.....
suck......
should take me a longer time bahx....
sian.......
maybe if can tml or sunday.....
can finish.....
nth to post liao wor......
so till the next time i post bahx....
bye

nt hving a gd day today....
for nw its nt a gd start...dun wanna talk much about it....
hope ltr when i go home and do wat ever i nid to do...
i wun face any problems....
work was too much for me....
working at zone x was quite tiring........
coz of the patroliling....
my legs are dying.....
but i think i will get used to it soon le bahx...
doing counter is another difficult thing.....
keep hving shortage of money.....
after closing counter when doing final checking of money balance....
haiz......
bad, bad and more bad....
i dunno hw to say it....
if i dun feel any better then i will post again for this period bahx,,,
till the next time i post...

today...
went to church.....
abit bored......
coz everybody except me and fiona are doing the mothers day card on com then print....
but didn't get to print it....
so we just do it for fun :D
its weird....when everybody is drawing except the both of us using com....
hahahaha....
then service.
was so bored.....
played psp with teck hui for the first few moments.....
then after that sermon nv play...
i also find the buttons we press are making too much noise....
so didn't play....
was so bored.....
listening....
fiona slept for the first half....
i think....
haha.....
too tired....
last nite slept quite late......
then...
lunch.....
sharmaine and megan went to look at wats for lunch....came bak and said.....
lets go out for lunch :D
meaning tat the food today in church is nt nice....
but diana nv follow....
she ate church food....
then the rest of us went to ssc and eat....
then eat le music....
music le...
go meet 姑姑 at velocity(novena square)
then go find mother's day present for my mum....
and 姑姑 finding ah ma's mother's day present :D
she bought earings for ah ma....
me and fiona bought bought something like glass rose.....
for my mum.....
so ya....
go my ah ma house.....
i wan play sa event so went there first....
fiona slept there and i came home....
nw tired....
wan go slp liao.....
gd nite...
till the next time i post....

im bak posting again.....
feel like posting la...
hahahaha!!!
just feel kinda tired.......
worked ytd.....
tired too.....
was doing the outside job so alot of walkng and standing around.....
so........................................
tired......
but interesting i saw ytd when i was working....
got 1 young man about a few years older than me was playing the dance machine........
he was so passionate that he jumped on the machine like as if he is in his house......
for a moment i thought the machine was going to spoil........
hahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!
sot sot liao la......
today hving lesson the whole day.....
but should be better.....
coz got lab lesson and can play abit cs.....
:)
nth to post liao.........
till the next time i post bahx....
bye...

didn't go school today coz of my shoulder aching....
i think ytd gym with esther forget warm up then aching quite badly....
but it was a gd work out la...
haha.....
today really did nth....
very bored and tired.....so on com all day.....
sian.....
nth to post liao le....
till the next time i post bahx....