♥ Monday, November 23, 2009
im bak from a very long time nt posting....
theres a reason why im posting nw.....coz of eugene.....saying coz of his score so must post....
-_-''''' ok wat ever......anyway.....church camp is coming in around 2-3 days time....
i think.....ya....
excited la......haha...haha...haha
shall talk about today first......ok today.....was late for lesson....when reach, lesson over....
then go makan....then go chua daidi...haha.....
TO ALL PPL!!!!!!!! TODAY'S SCORE IS!!!!!!!!
(drum roll) ..................................................................................................
Eugene, me, gerald and calvin........
12, 6, 6, 4!!!!!!!!!
yup......tats the score...theres 1 more score....also eugene 12 but i forgotten the rest of the scores....so forget about it...HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
nw.....i going to transfer songs to my phone and maybe watch anime awhile......
then study abit....
my exams are around the corner also.....so planning to bring dice and luck and wat i know la....
haha.....
ok la....tats all...byebye...
May God Bless u
poke-ed on 4:03 AM
♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009
hi people...
im bak from like super long ago and posting nw....
my parents went for holiday and they are bak already...
sian.....no more freedom...
ok anyway....
they bought shirts and shorts for me and my sisters....so it wasn't so bad :D
this few days.....
achings and pain all over again......
dunno wat to say....
i super weak....
i think i nid to improve more on my health....cut down on wat im eating....
i was studying just nw....then suddenly my ah ma called me to ask me if i wanna go her place for lunch.....coz she just bai bai my ancestors then got alot of food....so i said ok.....then....go there i felt like vomitting....so i didn't eat much either....sian again....
the rest of the day....is like nonsense....dun wanna talk about it.....
for nw.....i wanna watch video.....so chao...byebye...
God Bless and Have a nice day...
poke-ed on 5:17 AM
♥ Wednesday, November 4, 2009
im blogging again....after a very very long time....like about almost a month....stupid ppl hving spamming my blog with nonsense.....there are so many blogs in the world and its always mine....haiz....forget it....im blogging today coz im really tired of somethings within me and my grandma...
she doesn't wanna talk to me becoz of a phone call that i didn't pick up for her....
i noe its my fault for being so lazy tat time.....but i think......shes like alittle over reacting.......
i mean.......its just a phone call......and nt a word with me till nw from like weeks ago......haiz.....
maybe i was super wrong tat day.....i've already told her its my fault and shes still like tat.....i dun wan to becoz of her and must face her.....im nt going bak for dinner its becoz.....i tried talking to her like calling her name.....and asking her somethings....but she just didn't wanna respond.......
i felt like i was talking to myself.....so i thought.....maybe i shalll stop coming bak......since she doesn't wanna like talk to me....then maybe i dun appear infront of her.....she may feel better....and i think.....it did happen......even if my parents talked to me about it.....and when i was so hard on my words......but i feel very very depressed......i just cant describe it.....it just hurt.....
every evening......i think and think and think.....i just dun feel like taking tat step to go bak....just wanna stay at home and maybe hv a light dinner or maybe to nt even eat at all for all nights....and also feel like crying badly......just hope tat 1 day she will respond to me......im nt like my grandfather......im just me.....if she understands and really respond......i will really thank god and be very happy.....
tml is my phase test(practical test) for my IT essentials.....
im abit scared and worried.....but i think i can do it.....
tats all le la...byebye....
God Bless every1
poke-ed on 4:45 AM