♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008
First....i wanna say sry for wad i said to someone that i cared for frm last yr when she came in to now.......which matters to me alot.....she is the oni meimei that i had who has been caring for me like really cared for me ........if u dunno who nvm.........i know can liao...................just today late in the day.......when the sun has really set down......was chatting with her on msn.....then was chatting about things la....then chatt chatt chatt....forget chatt about wat liao.....i keep saying bad things about myself....becoz of how ppl around me say about me (ppl like my dad)....he says that i'm forgetful, stupid and foolish in wat eva i do....i mean to him....everything that i do is all wrong......but to other ppl like her....she thinks that wat ever i did was rit ......and she just doesn't like me say that....and i still add on....which is really qian bian one......i really dun wan everytime becoz of me kena scolding frm her parent....kena say by others or wat....i just wan her to be carefree....as long as she is like that ...i dun mind doing anithing for her....literally anithing.....really anithing....i really dun wanna becoz of my stupidity make her angry and all other shit.....as long she is nt angry.....i will be happy to do anithing for her....i promise!!!!haiz....if i now say anithing that would work ....that would be gd la.....if nt....haiz......i will leave it as it is....if she is still angry.....because i caused all these nonsense for nuthing....took her for grunted....didn't treasure her......I really said mani unpleasents tings today....hope she is nt angry already.....meimei....bye....Labels: SORRY FOR BEING IN THIS MANNER
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