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20/6/1991
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♥ Sunday, March 14, 2010
feel so upset today.....nt as in angry.....but like sad.....for some reasons....i think its hw ppl change bahx.....i will nv know hw will a person talk to me next.....and hw will a person treat me as......im getting more more confuse of myself.....am i the 1 changing or is it hw i treated them so badly and they just treated me differently??i dunno y im thinking of this.....but its so sad and scary to see hw ppl change the way they treat ppl so quickly...ppl who are so close to me are like this nw.....instead of ppl who im nt so close to......though im a rather slow or should i say stupid person......i think if a normal person's friend or family are like tat i dun think he can take it.......like i said its scary.......to me is scary......i believe to normal ppl its also scary......didn't go for prac again......i think after this week....i nid to prac like mad......but i dun think i hv the time......though im nt working till april after my operation....i think i can prac bahx.....but nt often........im really worried........tat i dun hv anybody to rely on.........besides my parents, grandparents and my aunt for money....otherwise.......im standing on air......nt even clouds.....just air.....maybe i should think the other way round.....maybe being alone and on air.....can hv more freedom, space.....i think i will stop here le la....feeling more and more sad nw....byebye...
poke-ed on 4:19 AM