♥ Friday, August 20, 2010
stayed at home the whole day today....
was suppose to tell myself to get out of the house and find another job....
but im too lazy....
and i dun hv the mood to.....
i dunno y im getting tired of many things......
and getting tired is making feel like im a stupid trouble maker be it at home or outside.....
or even to my frens.....
haiz......
im so tired of the kind of person i've become nw.......
useless, childish, stupid.....
just cant help it to be like tat......
even if i hv the will to do it......
but it just cant pass......
even if im playing my fav games to help me stop thinking....
but im still thinking and feeling even if im playing.......
i really dunno wat i wan.....
omg....
i really dunno.....
GOD.....pls help me my heavenly father.......i hope tat u give me more will to do something tat i already told myself to do and nt be lazy......father i hope i wun be a trouble maker to any1 tat i know.......father help me to treat my family members better......though i've been very bad to them especially to my grandma.....i'm really sry for tat.......i hope i dun hv these kinds of mood swings......just wanna be a useful person............in jesus most precious name i pray.....
Amen
poke-ed on 4:45 AM